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Parasomnia
02:13
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In the night I stay up so late
That I just don't know what to do.
But I'm working and kinda happy
And I swear I'm not avoiding you.
But I think I'm hated by everyone.
But I know it's not true 'cause my brain is dumb.
Yet I somehow keep forgetting
All the things that I should know.
I'm so tired of all of this,
I wish I could let it go.
But I don't know if I can now,
'Cause it's been so long since then.
But I do know, I'm not stupid,
That's just my brain talking again.
So I think I'm hated by everyone.
But I know it's not true 'cause my brain is dumb.
At least I'd like to think
That's the case but I'm not sure
'But I don't want my fears to come true
I don't know who I can trust.
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Bright Future
04:37
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I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair.
But I guess I could try
I guess maybe I won't die.
But I don't know
If I should show you how I really feel.
And I don't wanna try
But I don't wanna die,
So I'll try.
I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair.
I wish I knew everything
There is to know
But I don't wanna learn.
'Cause I don't have the drive
To do anything except I
Need to do this so that I can
Finally be a better me and
Stop believing that I'm useless,
Oh how I wish that I could see
There's a bright future ahead of me
But only if I believe that I
Can achieve it
Oh god I wish I could see this through to the end.
But I don't know if I should go.
What should I do? I fear I know, too.
I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair
But I really just wanna know
Can someone please tell me if so?
Please tell me if I should take the easy way out.
Please tell me if this is even worth crying about.
Please tell me if I can even make it out there.
Please tell me if any of this is even fair.
It must be great to be able to go out there...
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