1. |
How Can I?
02:11
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When I wake up
In the morning
I feel so good
Then I'm scorning
'Cause I keep on
Wasting my time
Keep repeating
I don't feel fine
But I've gotta work (How can I?)
Completion is a perk (why don't I?)
But I tried my best (And I can't)
'Cause I am depressed (Understand)
But I'll try again (and again)
And ignore my friends (will I win?)
Just another day (a long day)
Will I be okay? (yeah, one day)
Today I woke up
In the morning
Things got so bad
Without warning
I was so fine
But in no time
Bad thoughts gathered
In my frail mind
Now I feel dead (I feel so dead)
'Cause of my head ('cause of my head)
I'm so tired, (I'm so tired)
No sleep in bed
And I still try
At least sometimes
I keep going
But I ask why
But I've gotta work (How can I?)
Completion is a perk (why don't I?)
But I tried my best (And I can't)
'Cause I am depressed (Understand)
But I'll try again (and again)
And ignore my friends (will I win?)
Just another day (a long day)
Will I be okay?
I don't know but I might as well
Just go through with it (I can't wait for this to finally be done)
'Cause I don't know if I can begin
To even comprehend what is going on inside my head
But I have to keep on fighting (So that things will once again be fun)
'Cause the outcome is inviting
And if I don't even try
Then what's the point of going on?
I hate this constant state of feeling dead
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2. |
Why Should I?
01:45
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How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
I guess I don't know
Once I'd like to think about
The things that don't cause me to doubt
Or something nice, yeah that'd be great
'Cause then I wouldn't have to hate myself
But I don't know
If I should go
Will it work this time?
Will things be fine?
I don't know
Should I go?
Please tell me so.
How can I know?
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
How can I?! (why should I?!)
I guess I don't know
And so I just sit and think
About how I just want to drink
And then I go crazy and that's not great
'Cause then I end up having to hate myself
And so again
Ignore my friends
But I should not
Have I forgot?
I don't know
Should I go?
How can I know?
How can I?! (why should I?!)
Why should I?! (why should I?!)
And will I? (why should I?!)
I should try (why should I?!)
I should try
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3. |
Why?
02:45
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I was minding my own business, and then it turns out, you're gone. No one knows where you are so now we have go to look, but everyone's mad because apparently it's my fault, and now I feel bad. I feel awful. Worse than I've ever felt.
Why is this happening now?
Why?
They said I had to stay, to make sure nothing would happen, because there was yelling, and because he was mad, he kept yelling. And I felt awful. I hated everyone, especially myself. I wanted out. I wanted to disappear. I wanted to scream but I couldn't.
Why is this happening now?
Why do I want to die?
I just kept shaking and shaking, rocking back and forth, thinking about everything that was happening and everything that had happened up to that point. I kept staring at one spot, not knowing where else to look, or what else to do. I was fine, I was being productive, but now I have to sit and waste time and feel awful, and there's nothing I can do. And then they came back. They said she was found, and now we had to go get her. The ride was surprisingly pleasent. I still felt awful. And then we found her, and she was fine. And everyone laughed and had a good time. Except I stayed in the back, not wanting to be noticed, because of how I was feeling, because I knew I wasn't capable of thinking properly in that moment, but of course my presence had to be made known and so my aunt came over and tried to talk to me but she really didn't understand the situation and I just felt worse.
And so once again
I find myself in
This scenerio
But this time
I feel it's right
That I just want to
Once again
I keep slipping
And I just want this to end
Things are so bad
I just want to die but
I just ask "why?"
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4. |
Unsettling
01:33
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Looks like I might
Be somewhere that
I don't know again.
If I am then
I don't know,
Is this finally the end?
It's going to begin...
How did I end
Up this way?
I don't talk to my friends.
Why don't I?
Well, I don't know,
Maybe this is the end-
It's going to begin.
I hope this time I'll win...
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5. |
Beautiful Chorus
03:02
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Walking around
With a smile on my face
I'm lost in a crowd
As I stare into space
I spy a cute girl
Who is standing in line
I wip my dick out
And I tell her she's fine
And I came here
Not expecting to find love
But I've been gifted
Something from above
An angel in disguise, I see
The only problem is it's bestiality
'Cause she's a dog
At least I think that is the case
I don't really know
'Cause I can't see her face
Beyond the fur
But I would prefer it
To be true
'Cause I really wanna stick my dick in you
Unless you're underaged
She turns around
And I get on my knees
She screams aloud
For the authorities
I take my dick
And I stick it in her
She just gives in
And I cum on her fur
And she screams
As I cream
And she says she loves me
And I cry
And then I turn around
And see the cops
And I came here
Not expecting to find love
But I've been gifted
Something from above
An angel in disguise, I see
The only problem is it's bestiality
'Cause she's a dog
And I see that is the case
'Cause I finally
Got a look at her pretty face
But there's more
She tells me she's only 15
So the cops
Came and arrested me
'Cause you're underaged
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6. |
I Guess
01:14
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Well I guess that's it
Let me say a bit
'cause I just don't know
Where I'm really gonna go
And I guess I don't care
'Cause this all just seems fair
And I guess I'll be fine
'Cause at least I still tried
And I guess I'll go
'Cause I never know
And I don't see the point
To stay in this joint
And I guess I don't care
'Cause this all just seems fair
And I guess I'll be fine
'Cause at least I still tried
And I guess I don't care
'Cause this all just seems fair
And I guess I'll be fine
'Cause at least I still tried
And I guess I'll go
'Cause I never know
And I don't see the point
To stay in this joint
'Cause it was never meant to be
I should've stayed in St. Pete
But at least I'll better me
And I won't taste defeat
Anymore
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