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Nasal
00:31
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Some days I just feally wanna
Go and take a nap
So I go and lay down and I,
Well, instead I fapped.
So now I just keep on
Continuing with my self hating.
I won't lie, I'm not fine,
Why can't I stop masturbating?!
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2. |
Naming Scheme
02:55
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Every night I lie awake, thinking of things that happened long ago, and I can't stop. I don't know why. And then I hate myself for dwelling on those things, and thinking everyone hates me. And then I realize that I really haven't made much progress, and I'm not much better off now as I was then. I need to get better... I just need to get better...
Some days I just
Don't know how to take care of myself.
But I have to
Figure out how so my mind won't melt.
These days
I don't know
Too much about
Why I feel like this.
But I've
Got some clues
So I know
Something is amiss.
What that is, well I don't know,
But someday I guess I'll find out, so
Maybe then I'll finally be
Able to see a better me 'cause
These days
I don't know
Too much about
Why I feel like this.
But I've
Got some clues
So I know
Something is amiss.
I hope that day gets here soon
'Cause I might snap this afternoon.
And then you'll have to throw me out-
Oh god I just wanna shout...
But I will be fine some day,
Just not right now, but that's okay.
Just wait and see what will happen-
But I don't know if I can wait until then
To see
What's wrong with me,
But I know...
Can I go?
All of this is really pointless, (I don't know, I don't know)
Why do you have to keep telling all of this (I don't know, I don't know)
To me, brain? (I guess I don't really know)
I knew something was amiss (I don't know, I don't know)
But I didn't think it'd be this, (I don't know, I don't know)
But at least I know what caused the pain. (I guess I don't really know)
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3. |
If I'm Drunk Enough
02:03
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There's been something on my mind
I started thinking 'bout a while ago.
There's something I've gotta tell you,
That I think you should know.
Something wrong I did a long
Time ago in secrecey.
But instead of telling you
I think I'll let it die with me.
'Cause there's some things
That you really shouldn't say.
But maybe I'll say it
If I'm drunk enough one day.
But I don't know
If that'd be good or bad.
'Cause I don't know
How you'd take it, would we last?
It's just been bugging me so much,
That secret bit of degeneracy.
It's just been on my mind 'cause I
Did it again last night, you see?
Except not really in the same way,
Or as bad, let's not forget.
But I still did it again...
And before, oh the regrets...
I just really wanna say (please forgive me)
I'm sorry that I was bad. (if I ever)
My biggest regret of the night (tell you)
Was that it wasn't the best I've had. (what I did)
So maybe one day I'll tell you
The dirty secret on my mind.
And then you'll kill me when you find out,
But I'll still try to be kind.
But there's some things
That you really shouldn't say.
But maybe I'll say it
If I'm drunk enough one day.
I just don't know
If that'd be good or bad.
'Cause I don't know
How you'd take it, would we last?
There's been something on my mind
I started thinking 'bout a while ago.
There's something I've gotta tell you,
That I think you should know.
Something wrong I did a long
Time ago in secrecey.
But instead of telling you
I think I'd rather let it die with me
'Cause I don't want to tell you now.
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4. |
Happy Song
02:30
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I'm just so happy today yes I think.
'Cause I finally have a better place to sing.
So my sound is no longer bad.
...Except it is, so I'm still sad.
Plus there's still all those reasons that I said.
So, I go through the day but I still feel dead.
Nah, I'm just kidding that was all a lie.
I'm just so happy I felt like wearing a disguise.
Come dance with me, we can laugh and sing and fly.
And just forget that all of this is a lie.
'Cause I'm just so happy, 'cause nothing has gone wrong.
Yes I'm so happy, this is a happy song.
But yeah, not really. Everything's gone bad.
And because of this, I'm just really feeling sad.
'Cause there's still all those reasons that I said.
So, I go through the day but I still feel dead.
But I'm happy, yes I'm happy.
God I'm happy, oh so happy.
I'm so happy, 'swear I'm happy.
If you wondered, yes I'm happy.
Why would I lie? I'm so happy.
Hey did you hear that I'm happy?
Stop pretending that I'm happy?
I'm pretending that I'm happy...
But there's all of those reasons that I said...
Why, I'm so happy, so why would I feel dead?
Because I'm not happy you idiot. No, not you, the other guy. Yeah, me. I'm fine though, really. I swear. At least, I'm not as bad as I may make it out to be. So yeah.
You don't have to worry
About me.
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5. |
I Can Fly But You Can't
01:18
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I'm just really feeling something.
I don't even know what it could be.
Maybe it's just an erection,
Then my dick could finally be seen.
Or maybe it's something real.
Not that my dick isn't real...
But something that is real bad.
Something that is making me sad.
I keep crying, why am I crying?
I don't know.
Maybe I did something
I regret, so
I guess I have to
Do something to
Stop all the tears
From coming from my eyes.
And I wonder why
I can fly
Sometimes
In my dreams
And you can not.
Why can I fly
So high
I'm scared of heights.
I know why I'm crying:
'Cause someone's cutting onions. (it was me)
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6. |
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Hey there.
Are you okay there?
Are you feeling any better
Today?
Yeah man,
I'm okay man.
But I've been better
Than I am today.
Well that's good to hear,
I was worried you would fear
That you wouldn't get better again.
I still have that fear,
But I'm glad that you're here,
I'm glad that I have you as a friend.
I'm so worried about your health.
(Just remember, don't give in, things will be fine again)
I'm so worried about myself.
(Keep reminding me so that I'll see you now and then)
But we're gonna be fine one day.
(But what if I don't make it? I'll leave it all behind.)
I know that we'll both be okay.
(At least then they'll care for me, but I know I'll be fine.)
Hey man,
So you're saying
You could really use some comfort
Today?
I guess,
If that is best
But it better be some comfort
That's not gay.
Hey man,
I'm just saying
A hug could really do a thing
Or two.
Hey man,
Just understand
I don't want a big gay hug
From you.
Rude.
Now, you listen here
Let me make it crystal clear:
I'll only say it once again.
And I'll tell you this
'Cause I'm getting kinda pissed,
I only like you as a friend.
I'm so worried about your health.
(Just remember, don't give in, things will be fine again)
I'm so worried about myself.
(Keep reminding me so that I'll see you now and then)
But we're gonna be fine one day.
(But what if I don't make it? I'll leave it all behind.)
I know that we'll both be okay.
(At least then they'll care for me, but I know I'll be fine.)
So what you're saying
Is you care for me
But you're not gay,
You say?
Yes Chris, I'm not gay
but I care for you
Is that so wrong
To say?
I don't know how to feel about this.
(Wait, what happened, why am I now singing in the back?)
So I guess now I'll lead the chorus.
(Oh I see, I can't believe that I would get the sack)
But I don't really know what to say.
(I'm so mad right now 'cause I just wanna lead again)
But I know that I'll one day be okay.
(But I'm not too mad with you to say I'm not your friend)
I'm so worried about your health.
(Just remember, don't give in, things will be fine again)
I'm so worried about myself.
(Keep reminding me so that I'll see you now and then)
But we're gonna be fine one day.
(But what if I don't make it? I'll leave it all behind.)
I know that we'll both be okay.
(At least then they'll care for me, but I know I'll be fine.)
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7. |
Stop Wasting Time, Idiot
02:14
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Here we go again...
I woke up today with the intent
Of getting something done.
But then I felt sick so now
I'm sitting and doing nothing.
I hate this so much that I
Just want to quit and give in
Stop pretending and finally
Move on and get good.
Just stop wasting time
You idiot, things will be fine.
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on.
Just stop wasting time
You idiot, things will be fine.
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on and be done.
I'm just so mad 'cause I
Can't get anything done.
Even though I want to,
This ain't fun.
I hate it so much that I
Just wanna go and get a
Job and live and finally
Move on and get good.
But I can't right now
Because I'm dumb.
'Cause I needed food so
Now I lack funds.
It didn't last long
And now I'm going crazy
'Cause I have to
Go again.
I'm so caught up in my own problems
But the whole world isn't fine.
There's so many bad things going on,
People dying all the time.
I'm too caught up in my own problems
Even though the world's not fine.
With all the bad stuff going on
I just fear that soon's my time...
Just stop wasting time
You idiot, things will be fine.
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on.
Just stop wasting time (I can't stop)
You idiot, things will be fine. (Wasting time but)
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on. (I have to)
Please stop wasting time
You idiot, things will be fine.
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on.
Just stop wasting time
You idiot, things will be fine.
I've just gotta get this done so I can move on and be done.
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8. |
Parasomnia
02:13
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In the night I stay up so late
That I just don't know what to do.
But I'm working and kinda happy
And I swear I'm not avoiding you.
But I think I'm hated by everyone.
But I know it's not true 'cause my brain is dumb.
Yet I somehow keep forgetting
All the things that I should know.
I'm so tired of all of this,
I wish I could let it go.
But I don't know if I can now,
'Cause it's been so long since then.
But I do know, I'm not stupid,
That's just my brain talking again.
So I think I'm hated by everyone.
But I know it's not true 'cause my brain is dumb.
At least I'd like to think
That's the case but I'm not sure
'But I don't want my fears to come true
I don't know who I can trust.
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9. |
Bright Future
04:37
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I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair.
But I guess I could try
I guess maybe I won't die.
But I don't know
If I should show you how I really feel.
And I don't wanna try
But I don't wanna die,
So I'll try.
I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair.
I wish I knew everything
There is to know
But I don't wanna learn.
'Cause I don't have the drive
To do anything except I
Need to do this so that I can
Finally be a better me and
Stop believing that I'm useless,
Oh how I wish that I could see
There's a bright future ahead of me
But only if I believe that I
Can achieve it
Oh god I wish I could see this through to the end.
But I don't know if I should go.
What should I do? I fear I know, too.
I don't know if I should take the easy way out.
I don't know if this is even worth crying about.
I don't know if I can even make it out there.
I don't know if any of this is even fair
But I really just wanna know
Can someone please tell me if so?
Please tell me if I should take the easy way out.
Please tell me if this is even worth crying about.
Please tell me if I can even make it out there.
Please tell me if any of this is even fair.
It must be great to be able to go out there...
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11. |
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Tom Fulp is the creator of Newgrounds
Tom Fulp is a great man
Whenever you have a problem
Tom Fulp has a plan
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Tom Fulp is someone's cool dad
Tom Fulp is really rad
Tom Fulp looks out for creators
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12. |
Failed At Writing Music
00:36
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I failed FAWM
And now I'm gonna vom
'Cause I'm sick
'Cause I sucked my own dick.
But at least I wrote a bunch of songs.
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